Negative Nelly

Wow!?

Was that post really me the other day?!

Sometimes I'm embarrassed to admit how girly-moody I can be.

up up

down down

It is exhausting.

Life always has it's ups and downs. It's only natural. But if we {we meaning I} let our {my} moods follow the currents of life, we'd {I'd} be seasick ALL THE TIME.

And really, that little tiny weeny insignificant thing that I let bring me down, wasn't worth it.

But I was being stubborn.

I wanted to hurt. {I sadly remind myself of Hamlet sometimes, (yes I'm still reading it)}.

Anyway just wanted to say sorry for being a Negative Nelly. Broken Kitty is now Fixed.

B fixed me.

He came over to my apartment way late at night and gave me the best pep talk i'll ever have. He reminded me exactly who it is that I am. He reminded me that I'm not small, or even normal, but rather that I'm big! And that little downfalls only make me stronger. He kissed my teary-eyed and runny-nosed face.

And told me not that things will be better, but that things already are.

And they were.

he's amazing.

and i love him.

terribly.

madly.

unconditionally.