whenever it rains, my mom texts me "it's raining for you". i've always preferred rain over shine. rain makes me think. I don't wake up on sunny days and think "it's sunny" I don't reflect on myself and my happenings because the sun comes up. But when it rains, it's like I slow down. The good kind of slowing down. The kind where I think about thinking. The kind where my thoughts aren't all a jumble and hurried, I take the time to really think.
sometimes thinking doesn't lead to any real phenomenal thing, sometimes thinking is just thoughts.
today I thought about my new grown up job. I thought about how summer has turned into something I wasn't expecting. I thought about how I work. a lot. I thought about yoga, and how I'd like to start that up again. I thought about cleaning and the talk I haven't written yet (that I give tomorrow in church). I thought about Brandon, and how he is so much stronger than I ever knew. I thought about babies and moving and my family's ranch that I haven't visited in way too long. I thought about progress, and how I seem to be making some without even thinking about it.
*the grapevines in my backyard. film.